i am 15 going on 16

2006-05-19T02:11:00.000-07:00

say yay to dance junior pract.
say yay to tmr's class kboz outing
say yay to sun's east coast outing
say yay to wed's JB outing

uh oh.wats gonna happen to my grades man!

2006-05-16T04:29:00.000-07:00

i'm dying in my web class.oh man!wat the hell is charlie toking abt?!

haha.ok.at least i can blog while he craps away abt the excel's row and cell ref. blah blah blah.

ytd i had a great time gg kbox with my class.well not really.actually it was just ice david and nisah:)haha.at least i'm doin sth i like.
after tt i went to chill w my darling sabrina.haha.had gal tok session.:)

2dae i went to amk for lunch.or shld i say i went for a tour ard amk.ice!i'm nv gna believe his direction sense anymore.poor nisah and i had a bad time:(

haha.and here i am now.rotting in web class.haha.

ROAR!!!

2006-05-11T01:17:00.000-07:00

i'm sick.haha.and i made like so many ppl in my class sick.lol.ok.sorri to all

hey.class outting on sat.hooray!!haha.steamboat come bbq.i hope u know wat ur'e doin tong.haha.i have a new manicure partner.her name is nisah.thank god she is in my class:)

oh.btw.we have the same contacts colour

2006-05-09T11:27:00.000-07:00

even since i knew u i stopped bloggin bcoz of what u said to me.now, since i have decided to get u out of my life, i have decided to be a regular blogger agn.

haha.not tt i blogged alot in the past la.

as much as i'm not used to being in a poly.i'm kinda thankful for god's grace for i have a great company of friends tt brings joy to my life.

1)thank god ice david and stacy is in my class.if not i will juz pon sch everyday and there will be no meaning in life.
2)thank god i havent drifted abit with u tong:)
3)thank god i have my darling yvonne looking me up and protecting me like ever b4
4)thank god sheila didnt dump me bcoz of her new bf:)LOL!
5)thank god sabrina can and will still be always by my side
6)thank god felicia still calls me up and we still tok.
7)thank god sopna knows what she wants and i'm proud of her for doing so.
8)thank god my mom did wat she did
9)thank god my dad is totally outta my life
10)thank god i'm starting to learn how to hate u
11)thank god my hair grew longer

but no thanks to god tt i have gained so much weight.:)

2006-05-04T02:46:00.000-07:00

YAY!!hooray to me being 17.:)

happy bdae leah

2006-04-27T02:11:00.000-07:00

i havent been like blogging for ten thousand years alr.haha.so i doubt any1 will notice that i have started blogging.i've been like experiencing shit these days.

2005-12-12T08:08:00.000-08:00

my attempt to lock my blog failed.it seems that any password will unlock it.DAMN!
haha. i will think of a way.meanwhile, my life has taken a turn for the better so i'm quite happy now actually.:)

i might not be around for the next 1 or 2 weeks.hmm.i'm gonna miss a lot of things and people

-leah

2005-12-11T00:30:00.000-08:00

hey!i havent blogged for very long.haha.i've decided to lock my blog and start to blog next year.hmm.ok.but i must learn how to lock blog first,haha.

2005-12-04T09:07:00.000-08:00

today's a long day.hmm.how should i start?

when shopping with fel in the morning.she asked her fren along in the mid afternoon and i felt a lilleft out.haha.but it's ok.

when to meet yvonne to send julie.she was late but not very late so it's fine actually

gave julie a letter and photoframe with mi and yvon's pic inside.heehee.
i think she liked it.so it's good.

when to shahrzad's bdae party.brought her a sexy g-string.hope she liked it.i think i was the only one who came w a present.yup.i am actually.all her mutt mutt friends are scary.she invited every1 mutt muutt she knows and it was mostly guys.yup 3 girls only.LOL.we played together and had a whole lot of fun.her friends happen to dislike her other fren and there was like this 'fight'
long story.ask me for more details.overall, it was good.

took a cab hm and got a hell lotta scoldings.FH!

sorry dara i didnt call.i was held up by the 'fight'haaha.sorry.

2005-12-03T03:33:00.000-08:00

ok.a lot happened and i didn't have much time to blog.so here goes.

Red Camp was fun.stayover at clare's hse was good only that i couln't sleep well.
i feel quite sad for fel bcoz she didnt get to watch her vcd, or rather yvonne's vcd.
ahha.don't worry fel, i'm working on it.Going to finish soon:)

Yvonne had a great time chatting on msn for hours.haha.from 10+ pm to around 2+.
haha.yvonne arh!!!!!the typing sound of the com got me quite irritated but i managed to fall asleep.
talking about msn, i don't know what's wrong with my msn.i can't sign in.Oh well, who cares,at least i can still sign in my friendster.ok, back to camp.dara didnt say over at all bcoz of limitation of space.hmmm,i choose to believe she got irritated and didnt wana stay.
hope you're feeling better now.:D

the camp was good overall.i've decided to take up business studies.haha.cut off point 15.hmmm. hopeful i can make it.

i'm home now and i think it's time i get down to biz.i seriously don't know what i want.i'm rather upset actually.I took my phone and wanted to call somebody but didnt know whoose's number to dail.
it's very sad bcoz i feel very alone.i need to let out a lot of things but nobody's really there for me.
family's not doing too good.A lot of things happened.in all, life is not that great actually.
nevermind, maybe it's good to keep certain things to yourself.god's will. i guess, i hope not.

ok.to cheer myself up, haha, many loved ones did my quiz.
thx fel, for being the first.results a bit disappointing though.haha.esp wheni gave u 2 of the answers.haha(60-20=40)
hey!!!!that means u failed.

midori did it too:)
haha.i didnt know u read my blog midori.thx

yishan was darling.she did it and got 90.wow!!!
haha.good good.

yvonne cheated.she got help from fel and that's the only reason she got 100.nothing to be proud of.
in fact, she did it twice i think.under 'xxx'.not bad for a first try yvonne.haha.at least you got 90 for your first try.:)
but next time don't cheat la.

dara got 70.haha.not bad, a2

clare arh.cheat oso can get so little.felici gave her some of the ans,haha

but overall.the quiz idea kinda cheers me up a lil.hopefully all the bad things would disappear.

tmr's shah's bade.julie's leaving tmr.hmm.

2005-11-28T20:38:00.000-08:00

hey!
i created a quiz.haha.wow,did it myself leh.plz do it.i wana see how well ppl know me:)

http://www01.quizyourfriends.com/yourquiz.php?quizname=051128233518-890176&email=

2005-11-28T20:30:00.000-08:00

ok.firstly.thanks dara.for the blog.

p.s:dara is not in my wishlist.she insist tt she is:)

anyway.i think the pics make my blog a whole lot more meaingful.

they are the loves of my life(not in any order)
yvonne
tong
dara
ling
felicia
yishan
julie
sheila
sopna
addy
karen
clarissa
joyce
christie
mel
shermaine
janice
yuehwan
(if i did miss out anyone, sorry)

thx.u guys made my secondary sch life great.

hey tong,i dunoe what happened but do cheer up:)

i've decided not to go for the class outing.heehee.sorry yvonne.i will return you ur vcds another day

2005-11-28T20:02:00.000-08:00

i juz woke up.

i hate life the way it is now.i dun feel lyk gg forms lee's bbq suddenly.i feel like staying hm all day.

oh,but i will go for the red camp though:)

all the things i muz do

1)tidy my room

2)bake cookies for yishan and rest
(sorry i cant do it 2dae, dara juz asked mi out.juz onli.haha.sorri)

3)get a job

4)sing k at least once a week.this is a must

5)plan a ikea meatball outing with yvonne

6)and tts all for now.

ok.i have to comb my hair

2005-11-27T22:08:00.000-08:00

ok.as promised.i'm blogging aft prom

firstly.haha.i tot my blog was a dead blog and didnt expect any1 to read it.
haha.thx 4 tagging peps.:)and to my darling yishan.we were great.thx.i feel much better now:)

prom was fine.not very fun.the food wasn't very good.progms not tt intersting.ahaha.but overall, it was okay.

today was a k day.with suemaine. i got quite irritated suemaine darling was an hr late.(and a few mins)haha.anw, tong,is our k-outing on the 29th still on?

haha.clementi sucks.i hate the place

went concorse w yisahn aft tt.rush hm for dinner.
went to celebrate ridgeway's bdae.it was badbcoz ppl i didnt quite wana see was there.hmmm.lets not tok abt it.

i'm back now to where i detest being.
zi ke xi ni bu zai.:(

2005-11-24T11:00:00.000-08:00

happy bdae kaiting:)

i'm gg to go for kaiting's party late coz i nid a rest.

haha

prom's nearing.evering is busy preparing and buying stufffs.glad i prepared early.haha.i rmb the

other time,i prepared way eariler then the rest for grad as well.ahaha

many things happened for the past few weeks or rather months i nv blogged.

1)drifted a whole lot with someone special

2)quarrelled almost everyday w vain partner,sorry dara.haha.but sometimes ur fault

also(HAHA)

3)fell bcoz of this kiasu singaporean(gone are my pretty legs,erm,not that the are very pretty to

start with

4)dropped my phone and it cant be used.not on very good terms with my mom so i dunoe how

i'm gona get a new 1.

5)havent decided where exactly to go.or if i shld go in the first place.

6)miss my eeyore

7)had a nightmare abt u know what.haha.i think i told almost every1.sure hope it does happen

but yvonne says she will pour some 4mi too.haha

yups, tts abt all.the rest cant be blogged.haha.

on a lighter note

1)going to be vain w mich,dara and clare soon.:)7th DEC!!

2)prom's tmr!(just for the info of those intersted.i am so not looking fwd to grad)

3)i have many kbox apptments.:)(any1 who wana go k w mi, juz tag.haha.)

yups tts abt all.:)

will blog aft prom.heehee

2005-10-26T20:38:00.000-07:00

i havent blogged for very long.

haha.

hmmm.i'm feeling very guilty bcoz i havent studied much.i studied even harder for my

prelims.oh man.i seriously need motivation..GOD!!enlight me.

i am very fat.i need to lose weight.

should i curl my hair or leave it stright?

tag and suggest plz.

i'm feeling kinda low.izzit bcoz we quarrelled again?

2005-10-06T17:21:00.000-07:00

okay.i havent blogged for very very long,

been feeling veri down of the late.i hate the way a lot of things are..but let's not tokk about it.it juz makes me feel

worst.

yishan.this goes out to u:)

TO THE LIAR:

i dun noe y u're lyng to my sweeties

and aft everytg tok like ntg's happened.

they know.i know.you know it too.

stop all these please.

really.a few weeks ltr and we will all go our seperate ways.

plz dun generate hate. i used to think ur'e a veri nice fren.we all though so

but i guess i'm wrong.very wrong.

it's not worth losing ppl who really care for you for the the sake of ur beloved honey.

it's really not worth.

maybe i shouldn't say so mcuh.but things are not tt bad yet.do try to do something to make thinds better.

and to my wgg.i miss you a whole lot.:)

2005-09-19T18:15:00.000-07:00

i'm quite upset.i'm gonna fail my accounts bcoz ntg balanced.

i hope mr poon gives method marks.i'm not greedy.no need b4 alr.pass i happy alr.

town with tong,midori and yvonne 2dae.

me and yvonne stayed a lil longer and left at ard 4.30 or 5.i cant rmb.haha.we had a great time

catching up.oh no.i havent started on maths and a/c tmr.cant afford to screw my a/c paper 1.

you don't very happy today.cheer up:)

2005-09-19T04:12:00.000-07:00

wow.i cant believe i woke up at this hr.it's very very early.haha.off to fail my accounts.

2005-09-18T01:17:00.000-07:00

hmmm.how should i start.today was a rather bad day bcoz i juz realised yvonne misplaced my

a/c file with ALL my a/c notes when a/c is tmr.my god!

thank God joyce was kind enough and offered to go search for it with me:)

thanks joyce.

been feeling kinda down today.i don't know y.Actually i do,but i don't feel like brooding.

yesterday was fun.when to yishan's lantern day party.haha.i bluff yvonne that it was a must to

come in white and in a jacket.haha.and i told her we were gonna play water bomb.haha.she was

so scared of getting wet.if was very vey funny.

Dara was in a bad mood.haha.she quarrelled with yvonne and made yvonne wanna go

home.later it was my turn and she made me wanna go hm too(but also bcoz it was late and i

really had to go hm)

haha.wat happen to you DARA??!?!

haha.hope you're feeling better now.

P.S:i really didn't know about the monk thing.it's not that i despise.i didn't know.that's all.

it was funny bcoz my percious pink butterfly lantern caught fire in less then 5mins.i almost

cried.but i was strong.haha.i held on to the lantern and didnt wana let go.haha.the buring

lantern actually and everyone started screaming.haha!3mins later.i came back with a bigger

lantern.the biggest actually.haha.it was like 3times the size of the rest and had a retarded

face.haha.But i still miss my pink butterfly one.

we played blind mice.poor joyce,she was mice twice and..haha.long story.i was mice once and i'm

quite a sore loser bcoz i gave up halfway.dara keep screaming and felt it was unfair but.haha.i

had my way.yishan was scared and didnt wanna play.yvonne keeps hiding at the same

place.dara kept running around.i kept making a lot of niose.haha.haven't had such fun since a

long long time.

it's was a pity i had to go hm early.the rest stayed on longer.

anyway.Going to do a/c soon.I MUST PASS.ok.have to study hard.

2005-09-15T02:36:00.000-07:00

today shall be termed one of the worst day of my lives.a lot happened and there's more to come in the following years.
i've got so many thingfs to do and yet so so little time.
i suddenly stopped to think about something john once said to me.There's a reason for everything that took place to happen.
it's part of god's plan.maybe.maybe someday i will understand.i don't know.i'm beginning to doubt.for many reasons.i screwed a l0t of things recently.
my prelims.my friendships.my family.and the list goes on.
we drifted.

2005-09-14T04:43:00.000-07:00

like i'm bloody pissed now.
john is so bloody annoying.like so what if you are older?
hiya.i dun wana waste my time bveing annoyed.not over him.
not over anyone.

2005-09-11T07:57:00.000-07:00

i'm very disappointed.it's not the 1st time alr.
i tot you said it wun happen again but it did.

2005-09-08T21:09:00.000-07:00

i cant set my mind to studying today,
i dunoe why either.
i've been on and off the com a couple of times and this is not good.
decided to juz keep playing since i'm gonna have to leave the hse in an hour

2005-09-08T06:23:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BDAE JANICE!!!!
MY LIAN PARTNER:)

i've seen through you.

2005-09-05T17:43:00.000-07:00

i'm in a foul mood today, that bloody rat.
a rat broke into my room yesterday.yes,as disgusting as it sounds.
i spent hours cleanig up my room.It was REALLY in a mess.
1)my Christian Dior perfume broke.damn it!it's a personal fav
2)i had to change my sheets in the late night thanks to the rat.
3)My Cds were everywhere.damn it.if i find scraches on my SHE!!!!
4)M ybook shelf got rather messed up but it's just school books so i'm not that affected
anyway,the list goes on and i'm still quite irritated now.

it's early morning.gonna study in hbf with dara in 2hrs.
i hope today will be a better day.yups.A lot have been happening recently and i don't feel good at all.Not only to me but the ppl around me.

YISHAN!!!cheer up.you're not alone. i'm with you.don't blame yourself for things happening around you bcoz it's not your fault.

FELICIA!u have my trust.don't worry.i've always believed if you don't step on others toes, nothing will happen to you.

JOYCE!!!hahaha.my phone's goona bug you every friday if you need somenoe to talk to.:)

DARA!!haha.scars heal.it just takes time.:)haha.

(last but not least)

TONG!!!don't cycle too much unless you can master the skill of cycling without hurting yourself.
haha.ok.i know last week was very xxxxxx for us.this week will be a better week.okay?

2005-08-31T03:53:00.000-07:00

Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
How it could be now or might have been (or might have been)
All this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

I never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

Somewhere in my memory I've lost all sense of time
And tomorrow can never be cos yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
How it should be now or might have been (or might have been)
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

I never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be

You'll always be the dream that fills my head
Yes you will, say you will, you know you will oh baby
You'll always be the one I know I'll never forget
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
Because love is a strange and funny thing (and funny thing)
No matter how I try and I try
I just can't say goodbye
no no no no

I never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say (never found the words to say)
You're the one I think about each day (you're the one I think about each day)
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be
with you

2005-08-29T05:08:00.000-07:00

2dae was a bad day.

2005-08-28T18:07:00.000-07:00

today's a really bad day.didnt have the mood to study.not at all.have been on the com for ages!!!
didn't study yesterday.SHOOTS.i'm dead.

it's not that i don't care about you.it's juz tt i really didn't have the time.
i can't say i care truckloads about you bcoz i actually don't.
But watever it is.sorry.maybe it was my fault.
but i alr did try to find time for you.
i can't be there for you 24/7.i really REALLY don't have the time.
it's also not bcoz you're not impt.it's just that.the things you tell me.i dunoe.

however.do answer my kols okay?my fault.sorry.

joyce asked me out but cannot decide where to go.
Joyce:i wana go out but i veri lazy to come home.i veri lazy to walk.
leah:go somewhere near?
Joyce:but still have to walk
Leah:den dun go out!
Joyce:but i want!!
leah:call me back 5mins later with a decision

5mins later.

Joyce: i wana drink soup.but i don't fell like gg out.

boy.what sould i do to her man!

haha.

you are finally out.don't abuse your freedom.

2005-08-27T19:26:00.000-07:00

There once was a man named George Thomas, pastor in a small New England town. One Easter Sunday morning he came to the Church carrying a rusty, bent, old bird cage, and set it by the pulpit. Eyebrows were raised and, as if in response, Pastor Thomas began to speak... "I was walking through town yesterday when I saw a young boy coming toward me swinging this bird cage. On the bottom of the cage were three little wild birds, shivering with cold and fright. I stopped the lad and asked, "What you got there, son?" "Just some old birds," came the reply. "What are you gonna do with them?" I asked. "Take 'em home and have fun with 'em," he answered. "I'm gonna tease 'em and pull out their feathers to make 'em fight. I'm gonna have a real good time." "But you'll get tired of those birds sooner or later. What will you do?" "Oh, I got some cats," said the little boy. "They like birds. I'll take 'em to them." The pastor was silent for a moment. "How much do you want for those birds, son?" "Huh?? !!! Why, you don't want them birds, mister. They're just plain old field birds. They don't sing. They ain't even pretty!" "How much?" the pastor asked again. The boy sized up the pastor as if he were crazy and said, "$10?" The pastor reached in his pocket and took out a ten dollar bill. He placed it in the boy's hand. In a flash, the boy was gone. The pastor picked up the cage and gently carried it to the end of the alley where there was a tree and a grassy spot Setting the cage down, he opened the door, and by softly tapping the bars persuaded the birds out, setting them free. Well, that explained the empty bird cage on the pulpit, and then the pastor began to tell this story. One day Satan and Jesus were having a conversation. Satan had just come from the Garden of Eden, and he was gloating and boasting. " Yes, sir, I just caught the world full of people down there. Set me a trap, used bait I knew they couldn't resist. Got 'em all!" "What are you going to do with them?" Jesus asked. Satan replied, "Oh, I'm gonna have fun! I'm gonna teach them how to marry and divorce each other, how to hate and abuse each other, how to drink and smoke and curse. I'm gonna teach them how to invent guns and bombs and kill each other. I'm really gonna have fun!" "And what will you do when you get done with them?" Jesus asked. "Oh, I'll kill 'em," Satan glared proudly. "How much do you want for them?" Jesus asked. "Oh, you don't want those people. They ain't no good. Why, you'll take them and they'll just hate you. They'll spit on you, curse you and kill you. You don't want those people!!" "How much?" He asked again. Satan looked at Jesus and sneered, "All your blood, tears and your life." Jesus said, "DONE!" Then He paid the price. The pastor picked up the cage he opened the door and he walked from the pulpit. jesus loves.thanks for coming into my life. Leah

2005-08-25T18:44:00.000-07:00

went queens with joyce today.had a great day.
you changed, a lot.

2005-08-23T18:15:00.000-07:00

SCARS

I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help to fix myself
Your making me insane
All I can say is

I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever came around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause your drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
You fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

2005-08-22T17:23:00.000-07:00

today wasn't a very good day.felt kinda moody but no particular reason why.got really sleepy in sch.haha.at least i didn't end up like yvonne being called up by mrs Lim.HAHA.every1 panicked when Mr Sng said he wanted to see our class.hmm.but i was ntg actually so it sort of wasted a lot of ppl's time sewing belts and so on.chinese lessons is going to start to get real boring with only 8 ppl in my class.yes, tt inculdes me.

came home early after sch.was hm at ard 3!!!haha.studied quite a bit.QUITE is the word.yup.but i'm gonna get back studying as soon as i'm done with this.i need a break.haha.ok.prelims in like 3 weeks?
okok.gtg study.

2005-08-21T18:39:00.000-07:00

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

2005-08-14T00:40:00.000-07:00

this is totally amazing.
i didnt know i had such a lovely uncle and Nimmi is great.:)haha.My uncle talks a lot.he attempted to impressed us with this 'magic trick'that he used to use on gals.hahahaha.i was part of it and we made a great team.he's a really funny uncle that talks non-stop.really.i MEAN IT!!!he just cnt stop.!!haha.but that's good because we don't really feel the distance in that case.

It's until today then i realised, that he used to be in the national player for the singapore soccer team.(maybe that explains why ridgeway is so into soccer)I heard from him that my dad used to be a manager for some soccer team.haha, and there was this time, my dad juz didn't wanna let his own brother be in his soccer team because he felt that he was too old.haha.but my uncle played against my dad's team and trashed him real hard.if i'm not wrong,the score was 6-0.haha, i wonder how my dad felt.he should invest more trust in his brother you know.REALLy.
there was a lot of catching up between my dad and him and all and..i felt i aged 10 years.haha.yes tong.10 YEARS alr.haha.

Nimmi was really sweet.being the only 2 gals.(erm.lets juz keep my mom outta this because she's much older.haha)we had much more to talk about.she was from a all gals sch too.haha.cool.wait,i suddenly dun feel the age gap between us.:)hmmm.let mi see we talked about...wait.it's gal's talk so i'm not gonna publish it here.haha.but maybe like what you said, perth's not a bad place to be in after all.even though it's not that active there at night,haha.HOW DID YOU DO IT NIMMI?!!! don't you get bored.hmm.maybe you are too used to it yeah?

anyway.tmr's nights out.or rather afternoon out.haha.looking fwd to it:)

oh yeah.tag me when you see this nimmi.haha.even though it's gonna be days ltr because you will only get to see this when you are back in perth.

2005-08-10T19:55:00.000-07:00

hmm.i'm not really in the best of moods today.sorri yvone.i shldn't hav xxx you.my mistake.you chill k:)
didn't study at all.shit.
i'm felling kinda moody.arhg!

2005-08-09T23:39:00.000-07:00

tong got really xcited abt her blog entry and juz had to get me online to see it.so here i am. My god.it was terrifying.haha.oh man!what happened to you tong?!.haha.anyway,i shall not waste time online,gona go study soon.Really like this song.

Nothing seems to be the way it used to
Everything seems shallow
God give me truth
In me and tell me
Somebody's watching over me
And that is all I'm praying
Is that...

Someday I will understand
In gods whole plan
And what he's done to me
Oh but maybe
Someday I will breathe
And I'll finally see
See it all in my baby

Don't you run too fast my dear
Why don't you stop?
Stop and listen to your tears
They're all you got
Its in you
You see somebody's watching over you
And all that I'm praying
Is that.....

Someday you will understand
In gods whole plan
And what he's done to you
Oh but maybe
Someday you will breathe
And you'll finally see
See it all in your baby
See it all in your baby

No moment will be more true
Then the moment I look at you

It's in you
You see somebody is watching
Over you
And that is all I'm praying
Is that.......

Someday you will understand
In gods whole plan
And what he's done to you
Oh but maybe
Someday you will breathe
And you'll finally see
See it all in your baby
See it all in your baby

See it all in my baby
See it all in my baby........

2005-08-09T05:47:00.000-07:00

there's so many things i wana blog abt but i juz dunoe where to strt.hmm.i juz got home.went studying today.but i dint study much.haha.i must really start tmr.I MUST because mocks a week away and i shldn't be fooling ard.hmmm.maybe i shld jus start now.yup.now.i shall put the rest aside.everythings eles.i just really really wna study.enjoy later.No more distractions plz!

2005-08-06T17:46:00.000-07:00

i'm gonna rebond my hair 2dae.Maybe.
flagday was horrible.it was hot and everything and we did alot of walking.i felt realli sad because our grp got split and i walked ard being scolded 2times.
it's bad.once by a old man.another by a minah.but i shall be nice and not tok about it.it's expected aniwae.but i think alot ofm grps had dispute,maybe the grp idea wasn't tt good aft all.haha.anyway.julie was a hot fav man!her bad was damn heavy,haha!but in all.flag day was fun.
after tt,went to town wif joyce.did a lot of chatting.love her lots.
and FeLIcia!!!
You good.haha.joyce told me.you should have told me eariler,but mabe you were shy to say coz the reason's kinda.ahem.haha
anyway, it's over.

hmmm.i suddenly feel tt exams are so near and i shld start studying,no more playing leah!!!!

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

2005-08-04T05:14:00.000-07:00

sch was bad as juju lost her wallet.whoever took it.pls return.

in all.today is a happy day.aside from the fact tt tong got chianged on her blog.tsk.bloody coward.

2005-08-02T18:41:00.000-07:00

came home early 2dae.sch was erm...okay la.kuti, mel and shermaine!you all good.i willremember!!
next time don't like that ar.
i almost missed my dance photo shoot.my gosh!thx to mel.but okay la.at least i managed to get in the photo at the veri last sec.though i was at the extreme corner.i'm glad to be in the photo.stc dance is something i will really miss.claudia.alicia.felicia.i heart you ppl many many.:p
i'm happy.thanks.things are and will be getting better.

2005-08-01T19:45:00.000-07:00

i had a really bad weekend and today was a really bad day.

2005-07-28T04:31:00.000-07:00

thanks lots.i feel abit better.thx for making my day.i will try to take things in my stride.really.
but really losta thx for being there.

to felicia:wateva u do,wateva decision u make i will be behind you.juz dun make the wrong choice.

to yvonne:sorry for being so quiet today.mood swing.sorry.my fault.

ok.i'm gonna study

2005-07-26T14:54:00.000-07:00

it's .540am in the mornig and i dunoe wat i'm doing online.
i dun realli wana attend sch 2dae but i've been poning sch a lot recently.should i go today.

got realli annoyed ytd.i dun feel like toking abt it but i realli hate U .

2005-07-22T09:51:00.000-07:00

you guys can do wat u like.it's not affecting mi.

2005-07-21T04:43:00.000-07:00

i didnt sch today.haha.maggie lee called and it was damn furnie.she pretend to not recongise my voice and it was a veri lame conversation.

SOPNA.all thei'm behind you.even though i wasn't in sch.i heard abt it.screw tt Kong freak.u have your class.haha.You're cool.keep it up dude!

2005-07-15T17:27:00.000-07:00

i am veri bored.tong tong.you lied.you said going home early was fun.MY FOOT!.let mi tell you wat i have been doing.EATING!!!i'm going to be fat and it's all because of you.orh-hor!

haha.k la.i was juz joking.but i am realli bored now and i dunoe was to do.Don't really have the study mood.k.i shall make this entry really long.

school was okay today with LC being a real killermy ans were totally different from the rest and the first page was filled with 'D'si'm doomed..maths test got mi really sad because i couldn't do a lot of the questions.english was horrible because had to see tt noodle.currently.i'm rotting at home.DAMN IT!

okok.chill.it's not that bad.i'm listening to songs.hmm.this one is really nice.haha.

ok.i am really bored,i shall go and do lame things

2005-07-12T04:48:00.000-07:00

i know you have gotten wat i dun have and will never be able to get.can u please stop reminding me.i don't need you to be constantly bugging at my ear.Please move awway.!!

2005-07-11T19:51:00.000-07:00

today was a really really bad day.ok.not really really bad.maybe just bad coz there were some good things tt happened too.

First yvonne mocked at me because of my sorethroat.haha.yvonne, if you get to read this, i'm gonna scream at you when i get my voice back!!JUST U WAIT!!!haha

lit was crazy with shankar flashing my slip short work in front if the whole class.My God.Physics was okay.I payed attention and i'm rather proud of myself.Chinese...hmm...didnt pay much attention.Chem was boring, but i managed to endure.

After school, went to town with karen,clarissa,midori,tong and joyce.had a great time only that i couldn't eat at mos burger so i had to eat horrible food at the foodcourt.tong was sweet and offered to accompany mi.THANKS:)

When to ikea with joyce aft that.talked to her.hmmmm.....

and i'm home now.gonna do my work soon.study study study!!!!

2005-07-08T06:31:00.000-07:00

sick.

2005-07-07T04:21:00.000-07:00

i totally sucked at my chinese o'levels today.MY GOD!!
ok.but i dun wish to tink abt tt anymore la.dun upset myself.but it was supposed to be easy only tt i misprounced a lot of words

i feel quite bad bcoz i have been constantly late for sch and steph have been taking bus alone for very long.i'm reali sorry steph

i've decided to be a good gal, i have to start by doing all my homework and studying at least 3hrs a day.ok?hahaand i also have to lose weight already.so fat.and i have to stop toking bad abt ppl.i said a lot of bad things abt someone 2dae.uh oh.haha
forgive mi lord/john.haha

2005-07-03T00:08:00.000-07:00

i feel veri mean 2dae.
i did something veri mean.

anyway.i must study real hard..i'm going back to study.and i still hate my hair.

2005-07-02T05:40:00.000-07:00

i just got hm.went kbox with joyce,yishan and my dearest sheila.ahaha.

i cut my hair.and it sucks.serious.it looks messier den ever.my god.i dun feel like going to sch on tue.HOW??!!

i need a solution.any1 with any ideas?

didnt study much today,shall go and study mow.but i'm and and most likely will be brooding over my hair.GOSH.what on earth shld i do>?

2005-06-28T04:11:00.000-07:00

ok.i've decided.

i can onli use the com on alternate days and cannot use for more den 30 mins per day.
i have to finish all my homework everyday.
must go hm by 7 everyday
must study for at least 2hrs a day

2005-06-25T05:33:00.000-07:00

didnt feel like staying at hm 2dae.so i left hm realli early and went to the library.haha.yes leah sudying in the library.you are not seeing things.whahaha

aft lunch.went to mit joyce to study.ahaha.actuali it shld be i study she slp.that joyce.hao yi shi let mi study in her hse alone while she slp.haha.but she was realli sweet.she made this veri healthy drink for mi and gave mi many many chocolates.i love her:)she walked mi down.my god.i was veri schocked.haha.it was always the other way round.lol.haha

i miss you.realli do.was mega xcited when i recived your call today.u finally called mi after so long!!!my god.i tot u have forgotten abt mi.actualli deep down my heart i noe u wouldn't.i really really really missed you when u were gone.i missed the days we spent together.yes tts u SHAHRZAD DEAR. i hope you see this:)

2005-06-24T06:43:00.000-07:00

went town with claudia today.took neos and talked alot.Then we had dinner.heehee.she's sweet:)

FELICIA!!! u good got steamboat party nv invite mi.i shall go to my room and cry.wahaha

oki am supposed to mit joyce but she until now nv contact mi. i dun feel like miting her already bcoz my head feels heavy and i wana rest.wahaha.sorry joyce.REALLY REALLY SORRY!!

2005-06-22T22:05:00.000-07:00

Go AWAY!!!! just leave.you know ntg abt me so can u not pretend u noe.i know wat i want and i dun need you to direct mi.it's my life not yours.SO JUZ GO AWAY!i really dun need your concern.i mean i used to tink u were a great friend but when u care too much it gets annoying.

2005-06-18T03:10:00.000-07:00

safra got alot of jogan
i saw this damn xxx xxx..ahahaha.

joyce. u owe mi chicken pie!

Dara got irritating marmee.

Sheila, stop ur DDR..
My god!!!i cnt believe u can DDR.

harlo felicia.when will u start attending sch.ahaha
i miss la:)

haro tong tong.haha.

2005-06-13T17:38:00.000-07:00

joyce is a mega good fren..haha.had lotsa fun with her 2dae

hey tong tong.misses!!!

heart u both many many.

2005-04-26T07:11:00.000-07:00

i am finally back home.i miz my bed.and esp my com.ahaha.

2005-04-22T08:59:00.000-07:00

haha.changed blogskin.but i dun tink ppl will notice.my blog have been a dead blog 4 quite a while.ahaha..tired.will blog tmr:)

2005-04-15T07:13:00.000-07:00

haha..2dae went town to study w fel,tong,hui yu and dara joines us aft tt.when every1 left and there was onli mi and dara, we didn't study much...ahahabut we did a lot of chatting and it was fun.she's a nice person to tok 2:)when i went home.360 degree mood change.some ppl juz dun noe the limit.u try to be nice to them but they delibrately ask for trouble.like harlo.guilty conscience izzit?i shall not go into details but u noe who u are.U SPOILED MY DAY!!!

2005-04-02T09:01:00.000-08:00

had lotsa fun..ahaha...dara rawks.

2005-04-02T01:52:00.000-08:00

oh man...so many things happened today i juz feel like blogin..haha...okkAy had cheerleading to day...ahaha.caressa ask mi to mit her at 7.30am but she turned up at 8.15am instead...so smart la.today was damn tirring....let mi list out:

had cheerleading from 8-1o
went for dance frm 10-12.30
continued w cheerleading(cl) frm 12.30-1+
went to town for lunch while waiting for suemaine(supposed tomit her for movie)
at 6+, decided to go dara hse to practice cl , suemaine was late
went hm at ard9 + - 10pm

cheerleading was okay almost every1 turned up.looks better but still not nice.guess i will have to put in much more effort.the cheerleaders are veri 'on'.more happening den last yre's ones.wahaha...can realli see the effort they put in.esp dara and caressa..love them so much..thx for all the help:)

dance sucks.teacher didn't come..eww..queenie looks down on us...we will prove it to her thru SYF.muz do better den her chinese dance and broadway...

aft cl, decided to go for lunch.supposed to mit suemiane at 5 but hve no where to go.Dara and Wingyan were kind enough to accompany mi.loves them lots.esp wingyan.she supposed to go out w her mom, but she choose mi instead of her mom.wahaha...no la..jk..but we had lotsa fun.we critize ppl we don lyk.esp.angmohs...we formed a club too...(haha..clubname is confidential,only wing and dara noes y...shhhhhhhhhhhs)hmm..tok neos..ahaha...dara gave mi this look i will never 4get.the constipated look(if u peps wana c, come find mi, i have it in my fone)oh no, dara is gonna kill mi 4 writting tis..bur nvm, she looks great in the pics aniwae

suemaine was veri late.call her at 5.30pm and she still at sentosa.decided to go dara hse to brush up cl steps...(veri 'on' rite we all)wingyan didn't go coz she was realli tire out....the trip to dara's hse was fun.tok abt gost stories on the buz.ahaha...dara's room rawks...i love it:)

we did the steps at some void deck of the flats...was okay...became more coordinated..haha..den got tis mutt ka jiao us.when we sitting down, they keep saying hi.we ignore la..so they left, but they popped their heads back and irritate us again...damned pised.did not even look at em.dara was super pissed to.they keep pestering us to say hi to them. dara was so pissed she said hi w/o even turing ard./hahaa..de they asked for a gd nite kiss...whooooooooo..ahaha...we completly ignored and they went away..scarry hor

den we decided to 'gao liang man'.we biked (dara cycled) ard the neighbourhood)so fun.Haha..we keep stopping when travelling up.(muz be coz i too heavy)we also played w sparks.got sound1..ahaha...i tried to burn dara hair but cannot.she ran too fast...den we stepped on stones so see who can endure pain longer.results, we drawed.both dara and mi are powerful and macho ppl(not to 4get vain)haha i rmb the sparks produced such a loud sound tt the police came..haha..they scared we gona burn the place..but we heck cared them.we continued playing.guess wat...we saw sng..omg..wanted to go say hi but..haha..dara stopped mi...y?sng is actually nice,hahabut it's weird to say hi to him so yah..i left dara hse at ard 9+..reach hm at 10+..haha...had lotsa fun.so clubbing is not the only funf orm of entertaintment in life..wahaha

hmm..late now, dun1 slp...haha...blogged more den enough, for more info,read dara's blog,she is supposed to blog abt 2dae,ahaha.i hope she did...ahaha

2005-03-20T04:18:00.000-08:00

i wana do something abt my blog...boring...hmm...2dae went to kallang thearter 4 dance...argh...screwed up the whole thing...cheerleading is like in 3 wks time but have not done much...OMG...stress la...tmr got sch,...havent finish my hmwk..heck la..it's like 8+ pm already and i've got no mood to do it...i gained 1kg...it seems like the end of the world 4mi..omg...i tink i have become super fat...(ppl..if u see mi eastin,plz remind mi to stop)aiya..aniwae...everything sucks...tts abt all i have to say

2005-03-10T06:08:00.000-08:00

hmmm...its been a long while since i updated so i doubt any1 will read tis...
i guessed i slaccked a lot these days...honestly...i cannot stand tis blogskin anymore cuz i sort of dun ralli like taufik anymore..but...i'm too lazy to change it.OR u can oso say i'm too busy...
haha,,tts a nicer way of putting it

2005-02-06T23:42:00.000-08:00

alamak...2dae nv go sch..miss a lot of ppl...let mi list em:

Stephanie dear,
Joyce
Felicia
Claudia
Alicia
Janice
yishan
yiyan
yuehwan
yvonne
sopna
shelia
julie
--etc...sorri if ur name is not mentiones...i still miz u ...heehee

Guess y i nv go sch...haha...my@#$%%$ mama la...she anihow scold mi...my@$#$ papa oso....they shld#@#$%$#...i hate them....i will not tok 2em until they tok 2 mi 1st...alnoe at home now...life sucks in tis@$#@ hse...tokin to dear on the phone now...she seems to be sick...heehee...wonder how sch was 2dae...wateva la...shld i go sch tmr???ppl...tag myboard and giv mi advice

2004-12-28T04:10:00.000-08:00

yepee....i went kbox with suemaine 2dae....our most fun kbox outing...dunnoe y also...she liked droped her coins on the train...but nobody offered to help her pick up...the both of us were like wearing short skirt so cannot bend to pick up...jowever my skirt was longer so i ended up picking up everything...so malu!!!wahaha...dance was tirring...but enjoyed it even so....

Miss lots ppl...they are...shahrzad,steph,joyce,yishan,claudia,...aniwae...ppl tt i have not seen for quite some time...esp shahrzad...hiax....

2004-12-07T04:30:00.000-08:00

Heehee had a rather intersting day today...i went shopping with steph png 2dae...haven't seen her for a long time...she cut her hair and it looks real good...heehee...she haven't seen mi 4 quite a while too and she conculded that i've became more vain...wahaha...i guess it's true!!!

She went to pierce her ear today...wow so powerful can...pierce both ear also never sat pain...i rmb the other time i went to pierce ear wif sha...she screamed like mad...taliking about shahrzad...i've not seem her for quite some time...i tried contacting her on her b'dae but juz couldn't get through...Hiax...sort of miz her...Well, anyway...mi and steph had luch together aft tt and did some catchin up...it was so much fun....

Hey wilber coming to singapore...wahaha...anyway...gtg...byeeeeeeee

2004-12-04T19:31:00.000-08:00

HAHAHA...changed blogskin again...havent make finish yet...but in a rush of time...next time den come and complete...heehee...saw taufik at suntec...Oh my!!!wahhaha

2004-11-29T05:08:00.000-08:00

haha...ppl...u shld see yishan's blog...hmmmi've not blogged for some time...wen reborning wif yishan today..haha it was so much fun...we saw caressa haha...so furnie...got to noe yishan better and i tink she is rather nice...haha...aiya...u all go and see her blog la...heehee

2004-11-21T17:28:00.000-08:00

heehee...i'm here again...wahaha...i've been bloggin so often...hmm...i've heard so many stories abt OBS...i wonder which version is the real one....wahaha...hiya...yvonne is still not back yet....suemaine oso...and the reat tt went for the nz trip...hiax...kinda mizx all os them...esp my husband...hey steph...blog le...haha....o...i hurt my leg...so pain.....hmmmmmm

Yesterday was so much fun went out wif claudia & alicia...Felicia wasn't there so we kinda missed her....okay...first we went for a bdae party...haha..it's claudia's fren's party...she's 5 tis year...guess who i saw there????i saw....BARNEY!!!! I was lyk so tempted 2 giv him a hug...but...haha...i noe he's not real...haha...but we took a photo wif him...so yeah...i'm glad...aft tt....we played ping pong....claudia's so cute....she hit the ball into the pool..wahaha...her parents joined in the game too....den we watched a magic show which was rather boring as it was too tipical a magic show.....

We left the party at 7+and den...........went for another party!!!wahaha...the other 1 was lyk so oulu..lyk in a forest lyk tat...haha...claudie,alicia and i lyk did nite walk at ard 9+...den...they started screaming for i dunoe wat reason so i oso screamed wif them....hahao...den there was tis irritating bunch of mudmud(malay guys)...they laugh at us...HOW CAN!!!scary mah...haha...den they asked for our num...we started laughing and ran away...wahaha...so furnie....hm....den i went home at ard 12+...haha was kinda scared coz we toked abt gost stories b4 tt...haha....gtg...is tis my longest entry???haha...i guess so....let mi make it longer....

.erm...wat should io write??hiax....ntg i can tink of...o...i'm going to bowl wif claudia,aliciaand....FELICIA 2dae...yeah...hav not seen felicia aft OBS...wonder how she looks like noe???ok...i shall blog abt wat happened 2dae tmr...wahaha...bye.....yup...tis had gotta be my longest entry...

2004-11-18T22:44:00.000-08:00

Changed my blogskin...haha...guess u could sort of guess...haha...i was bored!!!hhmmmm...heehee...below are the things i would love to do tis hols

*finish all my assignments by Nov so tt i can have Dec all for myself!!
*Celebrate X'mas wif my friends instead of my family(like i always had)
*Go kbox with yishan and joyce!!!
*Go kbox with suemaine!!!!
*Spend more time with both my husbands!!!!
*Catch up with my pri sch frenz
*-tis is highly impt!!!!-UPDATE TIS THING MORE OFFTEN!!!
*****-tis is like the most important 1!!!!!-LOSE WEIGHT!!!
haha...yup...2kg would be good...wahaha....

haha...thaTs all i can tink of so far....i'll come and blog the rest if i can rmb any...:P

2004-11-18T02:48:00.000-08:00

hiya...........haha...it's been so long sice i lyk last touched tis thing..hmm...i'm bored to death (it seems that i onli blod when i'm bored)...every1 seems to b going for camps...felicia,yishan,joyce,yvonne,suemaine.....hiax...and lotsa more....heard ur'e sick steph cum lao gong....r u feelin beta?hee...aren't i caring???hiax...my oyher lao gong(yvon) has gone to NZ...didn't get a chance to send her oof...sad...hmm...havent started on my hols assig. yet...hmm...i dun even noe wat to do 4 my chinese...wahaha...o...tokin abt home work...how's a maths coming along???i totally sux at it...till now, i still dunoe wat's 'sets'....haha...ok...i guess that's ntg to be proud of..o...theres sumting i've always wanted to blog abt but i keep 4gettin....it's abt the tourism thingy...haha...(ruishan,caressa,weeting and i) did this little presentation..haha...it was lyk so last min but we managed to win...haha...o...and then aft tt...we walked ard the bird park...haha...had lotsa fun...but now....argh!!!i'm so bored.. @#%$$%$!!!!

2004-11-02T03:28:00.000-08:00

hey...it has been ages since i touched tis thing..lol...k...has the hols realli started....i dun tink so...i seem to be tied down with so many things....my stb course...NE trail...dance....woooooow...give mi a break...haha...lucky i'm smart enough to skip ss classes 2 destress myself...wahaha...hmmm 2 more dayz to the collection dates of our report books....oh man!!!

my lao gong!!i miz u so!!!if ur'e seeing this...haha...give mi a kol or tag my board or send mi a msg k....heehee

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2004-10-06T05:57:00.000-07:00

hmmmmmmmmm...cannot go for the dance thing 2dae....so sick can...i realli realli wana go...i like plan hao hao liao lor...hiax....dun feelin like stating the reason y i could not go...but yah..lets jus 4get it

hmmm...veri scared...xams round the corner....nv realli studied hard....will i flunk???hiax...sian

oooooooooo......fallen out wif my dad and now it's my mom...hiax....sian.....

2004-10-05T05:49:00.000-07:00

I miss stephanie png.....haha....erm...lotsa happened 2dae....kena scolded by sng in the morin and implicated the whole class...but it was an honest mizunderstanding!!!!argh!!!he scolded mi juz because i sat sideways...well there were ants on the floor wat....of cuz mus shift la...he nv c...den ani how scold...wat onnli.....

Aft skool wen to the library to study.....it was damn cold...o...i almost 4got...i got bullied by tis person 2dae....she shouted at mi in public...goodness....she ask mi to 'go away' den she pushed mi to the railing....goodness...i almost fell...shall not state her name though...

HMMMMMMM........doin hmwk now...aye...wat am i doin blogging wen xams r round the corner....gotta be goin...bye............

2004-09-27T07:36:00.000-07:00

argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!have not bloc for so long!!!!god!!!!Spare mi...haha...kay...Went swimmin on sat wif fel and sha....b4 tat I met tis drunk guy but ...ar...tts a long stori....dun realli wana tok abt it...as for 2dae!!!haha...didnt realli enjoy sch...had to take off shoes during lesson....for lyk wat....a few more weeks????like...ewww.....yucks...it's not lyk her classroom tts clean aft all....the teacher gets to walk inside with their shoes...doesnt it make the class equally dirty???/i dunoe...it's so confusing!!!

2004-09-24T05:31:00.000-07:00

hiax...sian...alot of things happened 2dae...gonna write a realli realli long one...k...letmi c...some bitch pissed mi off 2dae...or rather bitches...goodness...made mi feel realli down..hiax...dun wish to talk abt it animore...

let mi go on to something tts more cheerful..haha...went to tea garden wif steph to studi....(although i ended up playing instead)haha...had a great time...joyce came to mit us ltr...tt jiejie of mine...hiax...so lame can...came back frm some healthzone thing and got so excited...lol...hiax...but kinda touched she RAN all th way to mit us....if ur'e reading this...(although i noe u most likely wun coz ur'e lyk so buzi)...THANKS!!!!

We had a fantastic time chatting....UNTIL....joyce did something stupid u wun believe this but she actualli attempted to end tt tiny little life of hers...she took a dangerous sharp object (commonly reffered to as a pen-knife)and penetrate it deep down tt tiny little finger of hers..goodness!!!wat went into tt tiny little mind of hers?? ...????both stephanie and i was extremely worried for her....espically when it started bleeding profusely....hiax...when will she start treasuring her life....

On the other hand...stephanie turned over a new leaf...instead of doin the things she usually does at mac (eat,tok and play)she actualli started doing her maths...miricle!!!izzit bcoz of mr ng's word of encouragment....haha...she told her to jia you(add oil) 2dae...haha...muz be...but i'm glad tt she actully started to take her work seriously...i shld realli learn frm her u noe...

GOSH GOSH GOSH GOSH!!!!!a lot of scary things happened to mi today...letmi list em out ...
*Ants wanted to molest mi...!!!!
-Big Big ants....!!!wanted to crawl into my skirt!!!lucky my lao gong(steph)pushed it away....she was so kind...she didnt kill the ants...mi too i dun blamn the ants fot attempting to molest mi...i gave it a secong chance...aren't i kind...i set it free!!!
*Suspicous object fell down frm the tree
-there was tis leaf...not juz any leaf but a big big one okay!!!!veri big!!!the leaf so mean k........fell down frm the tree and lyk tried to scare mi!!!goodness!
*A ray of light shone on mi
-Not furnie k tis 1...i was lyk so scared i screamed in public....(spoil my image onli) i was lyk walking to the buztop and the light suddenly turned on...nv even giv warning!!!hiax!!!
*saw a rat
-not juz a rat k....BIG BIG rat.....
*a car beeped beeped at mi
-so rude k the car...i shld have rmb the plate number....make mi so paisa...hiax....wat onli lor...
*encounter with a goat
-i saw this goat...so scary k...he came out of the taxi and i was like....woooooooooow...den lyk 15 mins ltr... i saw him again...!!!! taking buz frm the place he stop to take taxi...i was like...omg omg omg omg omg............

okay...tts for all the creepy things....p.s:the are not lame okay!!!

2004-09-13T04:10:00.000-07:00

bored+bored=bored!!!!goodness...i'm gona die!!!guess wat...i reached home at 4.25 2dae!!....haha...it's been donkey months since i'm home so earli....heehee....i dunoe y but i feel so guai...haha...lol...i'vr finished all my homework...can any1 believe it...haha...i doubt...oh except for maths tt i still dun quite understand...lol....actualli...it feels kind good being guai...haha...received praise frm my mom...does tt mean i cn get an increase in my allowance???jkjk...hmmm....dun realli look 4ward 2 sch tmr [xcept 4 dance aft sch of cuz...]...hiax....feel kinda depressed...my house's in a mess....major problem....hmmm...dun even understand y i'm home so earli in tt case...hiaxxx...

2004-09-02T12:31:00.000-07:00

hmmmmmmmmmm..missed sch again 2dae...it's the 2nd time i've not been to sch 4 the week...hiaxx...onli tt tis time the reason's different....rotting at home now...realli realli have ntg to do...steph says my blogs veriveri boring ...decided to make it more interesting...haha erm....but...i realli have no idea on wat i shld write abt...hm...letmi tink

teachers day passed,rather boring if u were to ask mi....guess wat i did during the 45min of celebration..haha...roaming ard the sch wif shahrzad and yvonne..haha...ms lee had some urgent matter to attend to...hahalame isn't it???aft tt...i went to my pri sch...god....so little ppl went back frm our level...onli managed to bump into a few of my old schmates....so sad...haha...aft tt i went to gw with qimin to mit joyce...had lotsa fun....

k....realli dun noe wat to write...ppl...tag mi board!!!haha...bye!!

2004-08-26T07:09:00.000-07:00

2004-08-20T02:23:00.000-07:00

freaking pissed now....like wat is HER prob....cnt believe i actually got sc0lded 4 standing near her....like wat is her f***ing prob???!!!is the school's property!!!not hers!!!!i bet she's gona pick on mi in sch frm now on..who the hell does she tink she is.....juz look at her sense of fashion...so damn horrible........like tightfit doesnt look nice on her...!!!her make-up's worse!!!!like f***ing scold mi in front of so many ppl....feel like slapin her..maybe slapping her is not enough.her hair is horrible!!!argh....can she juz like dun butt in other ppl's biz....she has like her own daughter to worri abt which is more den enough...i pity her daughter...as well tt cute little son of hers....hiax..toking or rather writting abt her juz spoils my mood!!!argh!!!!

2004-08-05T04:28:00.000-07:00

Goodness me.....i'm dead!!! got lotsa homework to do.......haha...wat am i doin bloggin in tt case???hmmmmmmmmm........feel so guilty 2dae...suppoesed to go home with steph ...but..i waited for her at the audi...she not there...she said she was at the classroom block....i lazy wait...den decided to go home...hiaxxx........feel so bad....in the end.....i met fel...so decided to go town with her..heeeee.......feel so bad.....went to town instead of accompanying my husband...hiax...............

2004-08-03T04:23:00.000-07:00

weeeeeeeeeeeee...haha...had dance 2dae...came back...erm...juz....haha...cut my hair yesterdae...erm...cnt decide weather the old one is nicer or the new...who cares...haha...made steph a little pised 2dae..haha...erm...because ..heee...beta not sae...it's 4 mi to noe...and u to find out...but we'r fine now...
haha...i sort of didnt pay attention 2dae during maths..haha...had a little lectrure and shock frm mr ng...like why does he have to appear behind mi w/o givin mi a notice???isnt tt freaky????haha...wateva...who cares anyway...........weeeeeeeeeee beta go do my hmwk............weeeeeeeeee

2004-07-30T02:41:00.000-07:00

Stephaine png (my laogong) is absurb!!!Or you can also say she's out of her mind!!!U wouldn't believe this but she actually attempted to hurt herself with a dangerous object....Okay...This was what happened. A wooden splint got into one of her fingers (cant really remember which one it was though).Instead of seeking medical attention, she decided to act on her own will. She happily took out a extremely long needle like object which was badly infected and poked it into her skin.YES!! u haven't heard or rather read wrongly...she really did that... unbelieveable isn't it...After that, the obvious happened.She bled profusely but refused to seek medical aid.U haven't heard or rather read the worst.She was so tempted to suck her finger...my poor laogong...when will u grow up and start taking care of yourself??Looks like you really cannot live without me..heehee

Did my 2.4 run today..my stomach got realli painful today...Well, shouldn't elborate more as i'm feeling much better now...

2004-07-26T05:26:00.000-07:00

hiax...so damn tired!!!juz got back home frm steph's hse...we went there to do our maths project...however.....we ended up or rather i ended up playing.......haha...nvm i guess i'll keep it to myself..it's kinda pai sa...i seem 2b kinda restless...dun realli wana do my prj....havent eaten...argh...
o...i juz received a bad news... my mom,dad and my elder brother are planning 2 going 2 KL this sat ...i dun really look forward to tis trip...in fact i dun intend to go along..how???argh...but it looks lyk i have to go...if nt my mom will get my aunti to babysit mi...argh!!!!

2004-07-24T18:11:00.000-07:00

Yeah!!!!going out wif my laogong(1) and my zaizai 2dae....haha...v sian ...wake up too earli...heehee....my mama v siao...ask mi go library....ello???do i look lyk e book material???dun noe y but...yah...suddenly v close to her....oooooooooooooyah yesterdae went 4 dinner wif laogong....die....muz have put on weight...aiya....should not have eaten the ice cream.....heeheehee sian ar...v sian.....ooo...tt reminds mi...i havent started on my maths prj....argh...!!!hate it....

2004-07-16T04:22:00.001-07:00

had class exbit 2dae....our class rawks...i'm so touched tt sha did such a nice banner..i didn't stay throughout the whole thing so...yah...don realli noe how it was....ouch...gum hurts...someone rubbeda lollypop at my gum...lao gongs....muz sayang mi...haha

2004-07-16T04:22:00.000-07:00

2004-07-12T04:34:00.000-07:00

yeah!!!!my partime laogong got blog!!!! i hope she doesn't read tis...haha...noe my blog v boring...steph ask mio update long long tome ago...but i always dun want...haha...

2004-05-30T04:15:00.000-07:00

wahaha....alamak...tmr have to go sch...i'm doin my research abt thain hock kheng temple....any1 want to supply info???haha i noe...sounds boring rite???hiaz....my examz...hiaz...gona take results liao ...hiax...hiax...

2004-05-21T23:06:00.000-07:00

i am sad...i failed almost everhin!!!!!exams sucks...i hate math...esp the math cher...0o0pz...!shouldn't be saying this....incase some patrick ng lovergal scolds me again...huh!!!i hate maths!!!

2004-05-10T23:02:00.000-07:00

haha... went t0 sy hse 2dae... had s0 much fun at sy hse with yv0nne and suet yi..did amaths revisiOn...did not g0 hm wif my la0 g0ng 2dae...hiax...steph if ur'e c'ing tis....i miss u al0t....wahahaha.... tat day went to yz hse to play.. rs was chocking 0n s0me water... s0 cute and funny.. yvOnne push her intO the pOol.. and rs was chOcking sO hard... haha.. but then we toOk revenge On yvOnne... we fOrce her tO jump intO the pOol at her Own risk... tat scene is sO funny... yz's mum alsO help us toOk pictures while we were in the pOol... hOpe can go yz'hse again... but must gO wif my laO gOng... if nOt i will definitely miss her...

2004-04-07T02:22:00.000-07:00

haha...2dae go my lao gong's hse..haha....did a little bit of cheering leading....hiax...sian...

2004-04-06T04:18:00.000-07:00

staying over at sy's hse 2dae...so excited!!!hahah...hey hey...dun get the wrong idea...it's bcoz we have to rush for our project...hiax...coz sum1 did wrongly...hiax...waste our time onli...hiyo...still hate maths ...love my sitting arrangment though...hiya...life sux...

2004-03-30T03:45:00.000-08:00

hiax...my mom sucks...she is always bullying mi...erm...am i still eligible to sign up 4 child abuse??haha..lol..still miss the dance...keep thinging abt it...haha...muz go clubin one of these dayz with sha...heehee...o...did grp project 2dae...haha...came with a lame plan...cnt be bothered anyway...i mean its not lyk i'm after the $ mar...y muz do until so nice...maybe i should not hav tis kinda of cnt be bothered attitude...but who cares...maths sucks...tat fat boi is still calling mi leeya...and i hate it...wat is wrong with his english???remedial was held up by an extra half hr 2dae...wats his prob???o yah...and he complained tt our class chalk is too fat 4him...he saes he wants slimmer ones...i mean..isn't he fatter...????he sucks can...tokin abt remedial...the way he pronuce remedial is ra-mee-dal...wateva...i suggest he shld go sign up 4 a eng course!!!missed stephanie 2dae...cuz she didn't cum 2 sch...haha...life is even more sucky w/o her...luckily i hav other true frenz lyk suetyi...yvonne...ruishan...shahrzad...steph tan...aiya...etc la...and i wun 4get the stella tt always address mi as 151...which is my height..haha...lame...gtg...bye...p.s:y am i writting stuffs tt ppl wun read?

2004-03-28T03:49:00.000-08:00

went for dance works thingy yesterday...lasted till 11+..had lotsa fun...had a dance party...pretty cool...dad's not in town...life's now a living hell..hate living wif my mom....

2004-03-26T03:32:00.000-08:00

kena pissed 2dae...life suxs esp with sucky friends....